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My Name is Unknown. I Am an Enemy. Now, I Am Gone.
"Now lay me down to sleep,
I pray the lord my soul to keep.
If I should die before i wake,
I pray the lord my soul to take."
Were the last words spoken by me,
the day before I did what I had done.
It was All Hallows Eve that day,
The day I killed me.
It had started as a child,
I would lay myself to sleep
I would pray the lord my soul to stay.
If only i didn't kill the boy i used to be.
My mother hates who I've become,
a walking travesty in the darkness
that dwells within my soul.
And I will tell you.
I woke up and told myself,
"Don't let them get to you."
I looked in the mirror and choked him,
I slit his wrists and went to school.
It was this day, that I fell.
It hit me so hard in the face
as to who I have become.
I did it.
I watched him slowly break down
on the gym floor, only to bleed.
I took his body to his mother
then the school nurse.
He blamed it on his Ex-bestfriend,
the one who truly triggered him
to break down like he did.
They told him not to give up.
I watched him die that day.
I slowly picked at his wounds
as he was laying in the mental facility.
I got the best of him.
Seven days of not hurting him;
Seven days later.
His mother checked him out and
he came right at me.
He came at me three fold.
He slit my throat, grabbed my head,
slammed it into the floor.
I did nothing. I was weak.
He pulled out my limbs from their sockets,
he showed me what I did to him,
then he snapped my neck.
He was reborn, I was dead.
My Name is Unknown,
I guess you could say i was a doppelganger.
The one who made the decisions during depression.
The destroyer.
I Am an Enemy.
I did what I could to break him.
I was the darkness in the back of his mind.
The one who forced him to hurt himself.
Now I am gone.
I took his life and he took mine.
Only, i won't be reborn.
I am gone. Forever.
I pray the lord my soul to keep.
If I should die before i wake,
I pray the lord my soul to take."
Were the last words spoken by me,
the day before I did what I had done.
It was All Hallows Eve that day,
The day I killed me.
It had started as a child,
I would lay myself to sleep
I would pray the lord my soul to stay.
If only i didn't kill the boy i used to be.
My mother hates who I've become,
a walking travesty in the darkness
that dwells within my soul.
And I will tell you.
I woke up and told myself,
"Don't let them get to you."
I looked in the mirror and choked him,
I slit his wrists and went to school.
It was this day, that I fell.
It hit me so hard in the face
as to who I have become.
I did it.
I watched him slowly break down
on the gym floor, only to bleed.
I took his body to his mother
then the school nurse.
He blamed it on his Ex-bestfriend,
the one who truly triggered him
to break down like he did.
They told him not to give up.
I watched him die that day.
I slowly picked at his wounds
as he was laying in the mental facility.
I got the best of him.
Seven days of not hurting him;
Seven days later.
His mother checked him out and
he came right at me.
He came at me three fold.
He slit my throat, grabbed my head,
slammed it into the floor.
I did nothing. I was weak.
He pulled out my limbs from their sockets,
he showed me what I did to him,
then he snapped my neck.
He was reborn, I was dead.
My Name is Unknown,
I guess you could say i was a doppelganger.
The one who made the decisions during depression.
The destroyer.
I Am an Enemy.
I did what I could to break him.
I was the darkness in the back of his mind.
The one who forced him to hurt himself.
Now I am gone.
I took his life and he took mine.
Only, i won't be reborn.
I am gone. Forever.
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