still searching

Lust and love the polarizing affairs
with lust spawns hate, the deception disguised.
Melancholy results like frigidaires.
Thawed mentally by piercing blue brown eyes.

We suppressed love's oppresion, time sold short.
Ignorning life's lesson, missions abort.
Seems decades away.  When we talk there's pain.
Crush hurts both ways and your love is a strain.

Tried to cleanse my mind back in the same place.
Humans, still searching, prompting these facades--
Moreso indulgent we meet face to face.
The oasis lies and is a mirage.

Still remembered this love message of truth.
In hopes that a new love will take it's root.