Your Past, My Payment

Hehe,
what the fuck did he do,
to make you hurt you so much,
so much that you cant love?
You that what he did,
made you stronger,
but shutting out love,
isnt strength.
I love you,
more than I love myself.
I will wait,
because I want to give you everything,
all the things youve ever dreamed of.
So once again,
what the fuck did he do to you