Because of You

If I cried today you wouldn't hear me
If I died tomorrow you wouldn't care
If my weeks were lifeless you wouldn't be there
If those months turned to years you wouldn't shed a tear

I've lost my trust based on you
I've loved but not enough because I still love you
I've said so many things that weren't true
I've tried so hard but don't know what to do

I'm now so lost and people think I'm crazy
I'm hurt so bad and still smiling
I'm smiling through things that'll kill others
I'm creating a picture for a new life

If this is the end I don't know where I began
I've been thinking about living a new
I'm still dying in my mind though