Deliver Me From Evil

My hand shakes while I take a step back from your razor blade
I feel it all coming down in a haze while I try to detain
To detain the impulses that I made while I took that razor blade
Slit it across my throat with swiftness and then I fade
Make me pay for all those years I played
Have me stoned and maimed
Throw those rocks at my eyes because I'm already blind
Blind from your truth from your razor blade
A corpse is walking with the worms hanging out
They say it's me
You make me mutilate myself while my blood spills out
I feel death coming but it comes everyday
My words cutting my skin
Tearing my soul, bit by bit
Ripping my skin open like "our daily bread"
My father, who art in heaven
Died dishonorably like a peasant
Take the last pieces of me and throw them away
I will not die in fucking vain