Nothing Left To Lose

Nothing Left To Lose

I've been scarred I've been bruised,
I've been beat up and abused,
I've lost it all until,
there was nothing left to lose.

Choose,
if you want to.
Lose,
if you want to.
In the end,
I suppose,
it will not matter what you chose,
or it will,
bitter pill,
to swallow,
hollow,
heart,
hurts,
worse,
when you remind me,
there's nothing left to find,
see,
yourself in the mirror,
see,
Hopes, see Fears,
cut your throat,
break the mirror,
fuck you both,
these sins are sincere,
shatter your own reflection,
scattered with no direction.

Welcome To The Darkside,
I held him 'till he died,
glorified suicide,
who are you to try,
seldom do we find,
peace in our own mind,
a piece of the gold mine,
if only I could fold time,
and put it in my pocket,
stop it,
that's fantasy,
in insanity,
don't go on,
and on,
and on,
and on,
and on,
and on,
and on,
come on,
give me all you've got,
don't be shy,
I can take a lot,
crucify,
me for my thoughts,
the truth is I,
have been stabbed and shot,
I've been scarred I've been bruised,
I've been beat up and abused,
I've lost it all until,
there was nothing left to lose,
this fcking gift is a curse,
the pain hurts worse,
when the love is perverse,
and you can't reverse,
the damage that's been done,
the damage has been done,
now I'm lost and on the road,
I'm lost and on the run.

And there's nowhere left to go,
so just let me go,
there's nothing left I own,
lost even the heart that was my home,
I have nothing left,
but tattoos and taboos,
I have nothing left,
nothing left to lose…

© Adam Amor ©

author of '300 Girls: A True Love Story'