Miracle...

The words are floating, if I try to grab they disappear.
Years with this feeling it breaks me down but I stay strong for you.
To break from this feeling and maintain what we have, can it be done?
Making the right choice for something like this shouldn't never be so hard.

Who am I fooling in believing what I'm feeling is the same as her?
My fake secret wraps around her so tightly.
The look she gave me, speechless.

My heartless expression only tears apart me from you.
Even if we wanted to we can't pretend what's done yesterday is forgotten.
I do feel the pain as you do, it's something we both share.
All alone on the childhood swing-set.
Rocking back and forth just thinking only of you.

Without realising the pain is greater for you.
I've come to regret the decision I made alone.
I can't stand the charade I've become.
Not even a miracle can undo what's done.

To reopen old wounds for my own selfishness, I can't.
I played with your heart once before I won't do it again.
To ask for forgiveness is the best I can do.
As I can't make you change your mind.
Lie to me the way I did to you.
Lash my heart with deceit I'll cherish

She's ready to disappear from the world we created together.
Once we part all things that happened will be indifferent to dreams.
As if waking from a deep coma, reality begins weighing down.
In our final moments we clasp hands and watched our home.
Consumed in flames...