Tweeker Problems

So much negativity surrounding,

feels like I'm going to explode.

Time to tell some folks to kick rocks,

been getting better at letting go.

I've held how I feel in for so long,

theres a thing or two I'd like to address.

Not trying to be a bully,

just need to speak my mind and get it off my chest.

So I'm sick of hearing friends and loved ones dabbin in that H and Meth,

makes me fuckin sick.

What are you doin to yourself,

I know thats not the life your tryin to live.

Greasy skin, paranoia,

your whole body goes to shit.

Oh and imagine the torment your puttin your family through,

think of that on your next hit.

I mean are you really that selfish,

or have the drugs fucked up your sense of reality.

When you look in the mirror,

do you see someone your proud to be?

See I've been that life,

and I'll never go back.

I have too much to be thankful for even on my darkest days,

to even ever think again about smokin crack.

And don't you ever tell me you can't,

because I thought I couldn't but I did.

All by myself with the love of my family,

been battling addictions since I was a kid.

But I came out ontop,

refusing to be another statistic.

You can't live a good life on that poison,

I don't care what anyone says it's unrealistic.

Tired of tweeker problems,

not doin it no more.

If you choose that garbage over yourself,

take your ass out that door.

You may think I'm being a bitch,

I call it tough love.

I've been here with an outreached hand,

watching my friends disolve into scrubs.

Some people I never woulda thought,

gettin mixed into that mess.

But all I replay are the old times,

conflictions aching in my chest.

No longer will I stand by,

and watch you kill yourselves slowly.

I did my best to show I cared,

and you've proven you don't give a fuck about me.

When you decide to put the dope down,

you know where I'll be.

I don't see that day comin anytime soon,

but we'll see.

Know I still love you always,

and that I'm not doing this To You but For Me.