my own nightmare

my own nightmare is coming to the light and showing its face oh as I long for it to be over with but it has just begun time to come clean and leave it behind and move on but wait oh on it is so deep that I can't just leave it behind me cause it hit me so deep that I will never forget it why I want it to be done with but it repeats all the time something that will haunt me for the rest of my life and will be apart of me this darkened figure that stands before me that lets me know at every waking breath that it is me this bean of everlasting darkness with no light at the end of the road but shadows to consume me as it was meant to be so dark my body shivers in fear to tell me that is my destiny to destroy my self into darkness