Pieces Broken

The numbness surrounds and fills the soul. There is nothing left to take from me. Every last damn piece has been broken or stole from me. I cant even fake a smile to try to hide it. I just want out. I need my life back. I'm just done, I dont need life, I dont wish to breathe.I dont wish for anything but to finaly see the end. I may be young and they say I have so much to live for but I dont, I'm failing in school, my friends meen nothing to me and my my mother calles me a slut so what does it matter. Just like my father I will be mourned but forgoten by most just a few months later.Thats the way life goes, people pick up and move on. Why? Because people cant just sit and wait for life to bet better, I tried, Oh God I tried for so long to make it work, to be strong. But I cant live the lie that everything will be ok some day because it won't! Nothing ever gets better! You know why? Becauselife will never know when to stop, it will never know when it has pushed you too far...because it doesent care.