The Broken Boy

I see him walking
I think inside he's bleeding 
You can tell in his eyes
He's just never healing
I lose track of what's around me 
When he walks my way 
Someone else is holding me back 
From the things I want to say
I feel like I need him
To always be around 
I don't think he can tell 
Cause I never make a sound 
He doesn't want to be happy
He wants no one to care 
Cause in his mind he's knowing
How much life isn't fair  
If his walls could talk
You would know the terror that begins
But If my walls could talk
You would know I cried for him
You could tell from his scars
That he's had a lot of pain 
You can tell by his voice
He wants to go insane 
He told me the most love he's ever had was for a pet 
I'm not lying when I say he's the strongest guy I've ever met 
I remembered when we kissed
It felt like I was flying 
I guess that's why the longer he's away
Inside I start dying 
I think it's because I worry to much
About his actions 
Sometimes I start to shake
It's one of my natural reactions 
All I want anymore is for him
To be okay 
It's gonna kill me when he leaves 
I wish he could just stay 
When he tells me he cares for me
He's doing me the biggest favor 
Cause I know I care for him more
Then I could ever write on paper