termination of an innocent soul (part 1)

My dear child
Correction...
My undeveloped fetus
You had no name
Yet you carry my shame
As I bundle up excuses
Hoping God will let me identify you one day in Heaven
Or
Maybe I would feel the bond
We once shared whilst you dwelled in my womb
Mother didn't mean to let you go
Let alone didn't want to abandon your soul
But the abrasive world called planet Earth was all I tried to save you from
So I thought
I'd convey thee straight to paradise

Yours faithfully
Mother.