Blood Thirst

This knife inside my hand I have no control over,
It seems that the world is fading by,
As it gets darker and darker the knife seems to shove,
I ask it not to but it forces me futher in,
The deeper it is the pain seems to fade away,
Blood is everywhere it seems,
You are so close to me,
But you have hurt me,
It is time that you relized that your traped and mine,
As sink the knife into your legs to make you in pain,
I start slow and end with a bang,
Now that your legs are hurt,
Working myself up to the arms,
Blood is already everywhere it makes my pain fade,
Seeing you in pain makes me happy all this blood is unworthy of me,
Stabing your stomach to make the slimmy slippery gut fall out,
There is no other wayto really explain,
gripping and grabbing around to find that half heart out,
As blood runs out of your mouth I break your teath in,
Just another thing to make me feel more alive,
I know this is hard to imagin that I want to live,
But that is a lie,
I want to die,
Pulling your eyes out one by one,
Loving t hear to sound of them poping out.
For last I saved the best,
Taking a baseball bat to your head multipul times,
I think that was my favorite,
Understand that now the floor is covered in blood,
So now I will pore gasoline and set this house on fire and leave.