no more

I see the pain
on your face
as I jerk out the knife,
the serrated edges cutting deep.
Tears roll down my face
as blood runs over your skin
for whatever I do
I can't seal the wound again.I plead for you
to give instruction
as you always have.
but all you say
is "Don't Stop"
I plunge the knife in to the hilt
Slicing open your skin.
Tears pour down my face
As they slide down yours
Yet somehow you smile
approving of the pain I cause
I tear the knife out once again
Unable to draw a breath.No more!
I scream
A ripping, tearing sound
The release of pain withheld.
Again!
Your order draws blood.
I can't take it anymore.
I drop to the ground
My hands covered in blood.
I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!