the fear you put into my head

The pain inside of me is nothing compared to the fact that you hit me .

I can handle the names that you call me but the broken bones the punches the kicks that hit me in the face and make me spit blood that is red and hot .  

Do you even care how it makes me feel? Do you even care how much I suffer ?  

I hate you and every man alive becuse you tought me that men have strangth and when they are mad they hit .

You tought me that I must always be scared when a man says he loves me becuse that love can turn into hate right away.

I get scared just like a dog who has been hit to much as soon as some one rases there had and trys to touch me I instly have to back away .

I dont know why but I cry every time some one yells at me it all your falt you made me feel this pethitic and scared.

You hit me for years over and over braking my bones and putting me in the hospital.

Over the years I gotten better I talk to men but they still scare me with all there strangth.  I just try and stay away from them.

You have put the fear into my head I hope you are happy where ever you are father .