July 19th, 2010 Letter to Josh

Dear Josh,

In you I have found a best friend and a lover. You're everything to me, and more. You're all I think about--dream about! I breathe you in every day, as I'm snuggled against your chest, and feel comfort in the steady beat of your heart against my ear. You have the power to make me feel warm, dizzy, and tingly at the same time! Our bodies fit together in the most beautiful way. We are meant for each other.

You have taught me so many things lover...how to touch, feel, explore, live life to its fullest. Every day with you is an adventure. Most important, I learned to love. Love, love, love! I love you with my whole heart. I love you with my whole body. I love you with my whole soul. I needed you in my life before I ever met you. I needed you since the beginning of time. I feel a closeness to you that I can only imagine to be one thing-we belong together. My soulmate. My other half. I love you. You're my twin flame. Our love will never die.

You make me laugh every single day and smile all the time. I cannot imagine a life without you. Not at all. Without you, my heart would starve..hungry for the love and happiness you've given me. In my heart, we are man and wife, forever. 

I love you