I beg that Iam

My arms weigh heavy along the days I crashed into a simple
change as my smile shattered like a moth to a flame ,alone
as I drown in a sea of sorrow ,the heavier my arms grew the distant
I became unto a zen choice of sincere condescending flights of
miseries voulume of kisses stolen from my yearning ,yet my day changed
me into a monster as I follow the cloudy vision inside my head
killing me within a light of illusion for Iam lost again ,sadden as I drown in the
spit falling from my lips,Be it shame ,no not a chance of turning up stream ,along
My tip toe of whispers killing me ,fore my heart is fire
head spinning ,my words clinging inside out of lost charades dragging
in the waters ,wronged I've shackled and held my breathe for you
to find that Iam a monster ,yet meek I beg of you!!