Help.

I am alone,
Embedded in emptiness,
The roads are black,
As i walk on my own.

I begged for guidance,
I begged for you,
I Begged for help,
I cant help but to turn to violence.

I hold it back but the anger is strong,
My knuckles bloody and bruised and once before,
But you don't notice.
You don't care.

You call your self a mother,
But you forgot you had a son,
Leaving me alone as i walk this dark path,
Leaving me in a world were there is no other.

I turned to drugs,
I turned to drink,
Just to seek the comforts,
That you as a mother should have provided.

I am alone in this world,
Carrying a rock on my back,
It gets heavier everyday,
I cant take it off from the wisdom that i lack.

I got to a point once,
One were my skin started to go pale,
But you didn't care,
You just said "Why did you have to fail"

I never did anything wrong,
Just cried for help when i was alone,
But you were not there,
Because always i am just on my own.

No friends,
No love,
No freedom,
No you.