Pattern of Failure (Creep)

With better eyes,
I could have seen the disgust on your face when I spoke your name
With better ears, 
I could have heard the disgust in your voice when you spoke mine.  

With better hands,
I could have felt your skin crawl when I ran my fingers across your skin.
With a better nose,
I could have smelled the vomit churning in your stomach
as you forced yourself to touch me (out of pity)

Perhaps with a better voice,
My words could've done more than just flatter...
If only you could see how deep your words cut.

Yet even with all these things, I know things wouldn't of changed.
I just wish I could do everything all over again.