life's dessert

Sitting here in a nothing chair only thing in the air are the words I don't care    they used to mean beware to some how dare   to me it's a day at the effortless fair   clowns laughing lieing all in my head the white red smudges of make up smear me dead    the ringmaster screams on with show another day they pull down my soul   life's audience smoke and mirror delight keeps me backed in my corner daily stage fright. My souls the main attraction the lion cage rage center stage      pace back and forth no where to go lust whips desire fires make me lash out their show   I know how it ends this show of daily begins it's laughing cause it's got me pay back for my sins   so sit back in the nothing chair popcorn peanuts their all there   I'll sit and stare waiting tomorrow's I don't care I'll pray when they come back they'll let be they never beat the bear.    Boom..