loveless

Why do you hate me so much? You have bent your mind from accepting me, holding me, just a touch.                
 Will you not let me see light?
 Why do you fight against my freedom with such mite?                        
I have done nothing to you, have I?                                                                                
I’m sorry that I came as a surprise,                                                                                  
I’m sorry if my existence is what brings you endless tears at night,                          
I’m sorry if I caused you nothing but pain and misery ,but was I the one who wished to be born?...no.                                                                                                    
You made it so, and now your contemplating of how you’ll have me go.
 
Why would you want to subject me to such cruelty?                                                      
Why am I the one to suffer for your lack of responsibility?                                                                                          
It’s not fair, not fair I say!  
You have had your share of joy, won’t you give some to this little boy?
 
I see you have made up your mind to get rid of me;
 you plan to carry out the procedure secretly.                                                                                    
You think I bring shame to you but I’m just an innocent being that has fallen victim to a selfish teen.  
Your pool of lies and sin the world has not seen,
 you hide your problem so well, preying eyes can’t tell.
 
Won’t you hurry and get it over with!                                                                            
My patience is now weighing lower than yours.
 I don’t want to be caged up somewhere I’m not wanted, o my! For it hurts.                                                              
A new life should bring a smile on a mothers face but for you I’m just a ball of disgrace.                                                                                                                                    
I wonder how will I go not that it matters though, just ensure you choose the safest way, and although you are determined to steal my life,                                              
I plea do not consume yourself in rue.                                                                                                          
Despite all bad that may occur, I still love you, Mother.