In my mind

The words I spoke to you,
They replay in my mind.
I relive the moment,
And then comes the regret.
I feel no pain,
though I lie and lie
We were not star crossed lovers,
But my conscience demands you to stay.
Are we to learn something from deja vu?
To uncover a truth never before seen?
Or to relish in a mistake
These memories impede my path
To recovery,
To a clean conscience,
To moving forward.
You linger in my dreams
In my thoughts
Oh how I wish you would leave
The physical has
But it left things behind
In my mind