my own worst enemy

It's over now that you left me. Seasons are changing, my cue to turn a new leaf. Trying to move on but finding it hard to sleep. When i close my eyes you're there in my dreams. You won't leave me alone, thats why you're my own worst enemy.

You stabbed me in the back just to watch me bleed. A shadow of myself, it's  hard to stand on my own to feet. Trying to get loose, but can't break free. Held hostage by the stillness of your memory. Never alone, because misery is the company i keep. Thanks to you, my own worst enemy.

Thought getting over you would be an easy thing. It's more like climbing a mountain or swimming upstream, in the eye of the storm still waters run deep. It feels like im drowning, it's getting harder to breathe. When you left, you took everything, everything except your memories. Wish they would leave me alone, what do they want from me? Now that i know you're my own worst enemy.

You said you loved me, that's what i believed. A web of lies, words you use to decieve. A cold heart is unable to grieve, makes easy for you to just up and leave. It's true, thats what happened to me. That's why you're my own worst enemy.