A Grim Crime (Time to let go)

Could you maybe meet me halfway
Even if your intensions arent true
Can you cure my heart
I wish that the stars would feed me
Little spoonfuls of you
Ive already given me to you
But you look for someone else
Someone better
Someone else for me to compare to

Ive listened to these tunes
A thousand times
But they dont give meyou
So whats the point
When is it too late to refuse

Im like a shadow
Not seen in a manner of appretiation
Just forsaken and forgotten
Even as I back you up in time where you fall
When the world makes you small
This is me with my hands dug deep
In the skin of unreclaimed bitterness

Let me be your coffin
Let me hold your rotting body in my abyss
Yearning makes a man unattainable
Thats why giving up
Helps when the life is sucked out of you

I could just lay
With death at bay and wait for you
Although I know you wont be there
I call you a pyromaniac
Catching fire in my shelter
My comfortable hesitation
And its weighing down on me
When will I have what the others
Posess and flaunt in front of me
Greedy poisons they are
So just write me a declaration
If you please
I know what I plead is misleading
But I beg you please

Ive come to the conclusion
Youre just a plague too good to catch
Youre just a vitamin
And I am dificiant
Your nutrients, I lack
But you underestimate your power
Over such a tyranting girl
One like me with ange towards the world
Its you I wait for a reply
The one now I seek revenge on
But it would pain me to think of your tears
When you sit down and cry
If I loved you
Id let you go
Because loving someone is when you know
You just want their happiness
And its time to let go...