Addiction

I kissed you last night hoping it would be the last time,
And here we lay,
Gazing into eyes filled with passion and hope,
Light shines through a half torn curtain from last nights bump and grind,
I think I want you to stay,
But complications of the rhythm of the heart beat would rather let you go,
I don’t like you,
I’m in love,
I adore you,
I want to fight you,
Than fuck you,
Let me hold you,
I push you away only to wish you’d move closer,
Straddle my face,
Paint my walls when you cum all over the place,
Be creative like Picasso,
Moan when I touch your tonsils,
My tongue is filling every hollow hole you have,
Looking for something to swallow,
I am a slave for you,
I want you to be my master,
…No!

Leave,
May you be lost and never find your way back,
For when you walk in my direction, my long piping erection takes a stand,
I lost control just imaging you touching my skin,
Kissing my lips,
Feeling my chest,
I’m starting to drip,
I am an addict,
If you stay I’ll never know what unsatisfied feels like,
If you leave I’ll count the seconds till my next high,
I say to you,
This is the last time until the next time,
I draw the line between us right here,
Cross it if you you must,
I will be waiting,
I am an addict and my self intervention can’t keep you away,
My addiction is not you…but the bust of a nut...
Blow my mind away.

Lionel M. Bailey (Lio Mandel)