I Don't Know Why...

I’m hurting now, and I know why.
I forgave you again, and I don't know why.

I wanna die, and I know why.
You broke my trust, and I don’t know why.

I hate you, and I know why.
I love you, and I don’t know why.

Suicidal thoughts run through my head.
What would you do if I cut again?

Just a slice, little and nice.
Just a bit deeper, feels good and right.

Ahhh, that's how I like it.
I love watching the blood flow out.

I feel a little dizzy,
has too much came out?

Oh well, I don’t care.
God... here I come.

© 2013 Eve Marie