Want This More Than Life

I still become lost
Within in the day we met
Within an instant
You became someone I can't forget

I felt your embrace on my soul
Falling fast in love with you
Without even knowing I could love
You became breath of hope and truth

As if we were running down a dirt road
You held your hand out for mine
Yet I could never catch up
Because of who I am I walked away

Resilient as you always were
You turned to follow me
I tried to distance myself for you
Oh, how I've missed you desperately

Not a day passes where I don't think of you
You're the love I can never forget
Now I fear I've achieved my goal
A decision I sorrowfully regret

You've stopped walking my way
Beaten by the a discouraging strife
I created a hell that I live in
Where I still love you more than life.