Goodbye Daddy

I can only remember the fear of that night.
They told me nothing was wrong
they lied
I am missing you more as the days get shorter and the moon becomes full again
we were gonna be ok
don't you get it?
its almost 2 months now and I still miss everything you were.
for a time when hard times hit you were my best friend
when I was broken you were my shoulder to cry on
and from the moment I was born you were my daddy.
you became a second father to some
but that night,
that night was nothing compared to any heartache I have ever felt.
I heard nothing but white noise once she told us,
I left,
I could not bear to hear what I was,
it was supposed to be ok!
but you left us
you chose to leave,
you left me with nothing but a broken heart and a broken life,
Why?
I will never know the answer I feel
I just wish you would have seen what could have been, what should have been

But now everything is played out
and there is only one thing left to do

I wish you goodbye daddy


R.I.P Terry Ray Rexroad 12\17\13