One Day

It's like drowning
And knowing you could swim up
But you don't

Hours laying in the same spot
Thinking about how it could all go away
But it's not that bad yet

Try to get up and do something
Anything, find a hobby
But all energy is spent

Spent worrying
Spent shaking
Spent drenched in anxiety

Until it gets to the point
Where you just stop
Because you can't keep up

It all rushes by
Thousands of emotions
All gone

And your left
Feeling like your drowning
And not doing a thing about it