Too depressed to love

I don't feel the same.
If I said "I love you" back
I know I'd be lying.
But you know what?
I'm not even ready to love someone.

I've hidden my heart away
Under lock and key.

I threw the key away
In the deepest part of the ocean.
I don't want anyone to ever find it.
I the only one thing that can find my key
Are the fairies.

I'm just not ready to love.
I don't want to love.
I'm not ready to give up
The little freedom I have right now.

Maybe one day
When I've become unchained
From where I am,
Maybe ill love again.