My Twisted Life

The unholiness of my life is too much to bare
Filled with painful regrets and total despair
I've been abondoned by those I've always known
It's better this way, I need to be alone

It all started when I was a baby when my life fell apart
I was the only one there to see him rip out mommy's heart
Thinking I would never recall that horrific day
They put me in a foster home hoping everything was ok

I was the worst in my class when I was a kid
I was very violent, I have to admit
I would fight every other kid in my class
If you stole my crayons I would beat your ass

As a teenager my abusive foster parents went to prison
The police found a load of drugs in the kitchen
Those damn bastards got what they needed
It was horrible and pitiful, the way I was treated

I know my life was not perfect
That's something I except
I just hope that's the end of my disaster
Because peace is what I'm going after