Make me hate you

Drown me in apathy
While I reflate you
You threw me away
Like the trash I am
But I still can't hate you

Your problems are mine
And whenever I prate you
You write me off
Again & again
But I still can't hate you

We took a trip to hell & back
Lonely I await you
For you've left me
Half way there
But I still can't hate you

You led me on
Thought I would date you
As always I'm wrong
By your correction
Yet I still can not hate you

I fell far and hard
While he had to debate you
Yet you still chose him
Over me
But I still can't hate you

When no one knew I loved you
The others would negate you
You swept me away with them
As if I was one of them
But I still can't hate you

Your beauty is flawless
I've shown them none can equate you
So you dismiss me to oblivion
Where you believe I belong
But I still can't hate you

I would destroy anybody
Who thought to desecrate you
My passion is unnoticed
I'm forever out shined
Yet I still can not hate you

I saw you were crying
I came to sedate you
You left him for me
Then got back with him
But I still can't hate you

They ask me what's wrong
& I could berate you
You tell them about
How you've been wronged
But I still can't hate you

Each time we pass
I wish to sate you
Then I remember
What you've done
But I still can't hate you

I swung my life away
Just to elate you
You're everything to me
Please
Please make me hate you