I know I made a mistake

There's this lake by my house I like to go to, It's kind of new
I'm sure that you would love it, it has a beautiful view
I sit out there for awhile and try to calm my mind
I've recently thought about what I love most, my greatest find

You fell from the heavens, smart, beautiful, and kind
I was so dumb, foolish, and ignorant and now I cant hit rewind
GOD told me himself that you were the one for me
I went and ruined his plan for me, I'm lonely without your company

Like a stone my heart is rough and most nights are cold
I know that hearing sorry a million times can get old
But what is one to do when he's lost it all
His heart, his soul, his limbs, his mind all from a fall

You say that your done with me and I've lost any chance
I just want to do something that could be of a remembrance
A reminder of what we had back when we were so happy and glad
Not the times of arguments, stress, and being so mad

I was wrong to have walked away without speaking to you first
I can't begin to explain your pain and hurt
The tears that fall from my eyes are one's of disbelief
All I need is you back in my life you helped me release

My arms are spread open and my head to the sky
I'm on my knees asking GOD why
Why would he allow me to make the mistakes that cost me my soul
Please help me GOD, bring me back my angel, I'll take any role

The days are darker and the nights are brighter
This pain amplified around my heart becomes tighter
My lioness, the queen to everything that exists in me
Shine bright among the dark before it swallows me

I'm not begging for sympathy just for you to remember me
The calls, texts, smiles, and letters all tell a valid story
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry all with true meaning
All I need is a 1% chance that we can start from the beginning

All I want and need is for you to say you'll stay
If not, Your forever the angel who has my heart till this day