Silence My Sorrow

I write my ending a million times
Nothing ever sounds good enough
This isn't who I am, this lie of life
I am a walking corpse
A zombie slave to my emotions
Disgusted I shatter the visage
Shards of my image fall all around
Everyone will forget me, just let me go
Nothing left to hold onto
I'm wasted without sleep
The creature inside me watches
I feel it taking it's meal
Gorging itself on my hope
I hide behind my expectations
Driving courage through skin
Cold, biting metal opens a smile
I laugh crimson tears
Whiteness opens up around me
Wraps me up in calm
Kisses my eyes closed
I sleep without remorse