Everytime I think about you...

Everytime I think about you,
The blade inches closer,
the tears fall,
the pain never goes away.

Everytime we speak,
I pretend its all okay,
bu its just a facade.

That day you said,
you found someone who loves you,
The silly me thought you were talking about her,
And the painfull conversations we had,
you spened half of the time talking about her,
I just simply nodded,
fighting the tears back.

I bite my lip drawing blood,
as it trails down my chin,
the tears fall from my eyes,
no longer baring the pain in my chest.

So today that I see you kissing her,
the blade closed the gap,
and melted my troubles away for a moment,
forgeting about you and your friends.

Oh my friend the blade,
always there and always there,
what would I do without you...