Fucked Up

Ungrateful for the little things
Ungrateful for the big
Ungrateful for who i have and all the Lord chose to give
Ungrateful for not starving and happening to be alive
Ungrateful little bitch
I've placed myself center stage up high
Forgive me if you can for bitching and whining
But he called me his biggest failure n biggest fuck up today as the sun was rising
I am undoubtedly grateful for him and all he helped me do
I'm grateful for his wisdom and the shit he put me through
I'm grateful for all i have and all i ever got
But i dwelt in that darkest place because to him I'm too fucked up
I'm grateful for all i have and all i'll ever get....but I've been told that i am truely fucked so much that i promise i won't forget