Insanity within my sanity

Madness.
Your causing
My insanity
Because of you
I can't distinguish
Between truth and lie

All I know is your satisfied
You've justified the pain you've caused me
With some kind of social disease
But I don't give a fuck about your bipolarity
Make up your mind, Assholes

One minute your on my side
But at the drop of a hat
You'll betray my trust again
And it's not just one of you

You all keep toying with my brain
Treat me like I've gone insane
I'm to far gone
This isn't humane

You might as well forget me  
You have already fucked my feelings
You senseless bastards
Wouldn't it be better if I was gone?

But you'd all miss me, wouldn't you?
Nothing left to pick on
No one else's mind
To rob of innocence
Steal the virginity
Of my sanity 

The eternal paranoia
You've given me
Why can't I see
What you think doesn't matter
I am me
 
Do I threaten you?
What's the matter?
Think I'll hurt you?
Not in the beginning
But i'm beginning to believe you deserve it
 
To feel the same pain i have
Suffer with no mercy
Your consciences lack remorse
Torture my soul
Like no other

You finished yet?
I try to drone out your voice
Stupid pricks
Why can't I be happy?

I crave it
What i've never known
Whenever I attempt it
It may seem harsh
Call me selfish
Call me stupid
I don't care anymore

I do what I have to
To survive through
The suffering you  put me through
What you cause me
I deal with you
All of you

Fuck you