"Nectar"

There's a message  
in the bottle  
one hand on the throttle  
i dont know what it reads  
but these words are wasted  
these words are tainted
to me now.  
 
Candlelight burns  
deadly shadows,  
in the light  
my heart screams  
tied to deathly gallows  
your gaze  
defined by inpure refection  
broken souls  
offer no resprite  
from this fall  
my desire burns like napalm  
this nectar causes only harm.  
   
See my fears drown in my tears    
replaced by the oblivian    
of promises tipped from this  
whisky glass  
your gaze obsured by the shattred vase  
broken into shards on the floor  
the caligriphy of wounds  
form merciful patterns  
penatrating the souls of my feet  
i bleed a trail of blood  
and kisses into the comfort  
of this nector i seek  
only then will i feel safe.  
   
Her smell hangs in the air    
like rotting perfume  
sick to my stumuch,  
in to my lungs  
i breath it in,  
porcelene in touch  
like the errie apperition  
of her ghost passing through me  
i miss you  
but you have been  
replaced my sweet  
replaced by this alixer  
it tastes good  
and doesnot answer back  
i am a cat in a sack  
drowned by the riptides  
of my perment sorrow.  
   
Street lights shine bright like  
the whites of her eyes  
blinding and binding me  
in chains of confusion  
come witness my souls corrosion  
   
...But what goes in  
is not what comes out!!