Instagram Crush lll

I really liked this girl and I blindly put her on a pedestal
She wasn’t Interested though and now I’m feeling like a fool
But it’s cool
You see I turn negatives into positives damn near everyday
And it’s for that reason alone that I can confidently say
Its okay
Despite the fact that I’m writing about it she’s at no fault at all
It’s all my own
When I say things like that it’s how I know I’ve grown
But anyways she had lustrous eyes, captivating hips and mesmerizing thighs
And I let all of these things take me by surprise
Which lead to actions that I would now consider unwise
I mean I knew it was vanity
But I still pursued her and now I’ve reach insanity
So what do you do when you realize it’s over?
It’s similar to the feeling you get when you start to become sober
It sucks
But mentally I give no fucks, but my emotions still care
Telling my mind “Dude you know you still care”
I could keep going but I guess I’m just writing this little note for closure
And if you are reading this just know I wasn’t a poser
Everything I ever said was real
And now you know how I feel