confused

You come from a  land much further than mine
but yet you feel closer to me than any other object known to man
when i touch you i get chills
joking when i touch you i burn
like dry ice burning skin
i'll look you in the eyes
and hate you  
confused i am too
I do love him but i do not know him
forever eternal
is something different
marriage is like just another anullment
now i say goodnight
and leave with a kiss
that burned my lips
goodbye my unloved loe
you confuse me to much
for me to ever love you truely