Sit and drink

I'll sit and drink
Until I sink
Into a hole  
Without a soul
 
I cared to much
Her heart I could not touch
From the world she hid
Everything that she did
 
And in the end she couldn't tell
How much I wanted to sit and yell
Till my lungs were void of air
But behind the tears I would not dare
 
Kind words she'd speak to me
And everyday I'd want to see
Reasons why I tried to love
Intensely like a sacred dove
 
Never did i think of this
About the way my words would miss
So now I'll just sit and drink
Until my soul starts to sink