Things I'll never tell you

The first time we met you were drunk and asked me not to judge you.
You see me and you had a thing for about a month maybe two.
I still hate to admit it but you made me happy,
I haven't been happy since

The last time i saw you we pretended we didn't know each other,
in fact we didn't even say hello.
Instead i asked your best friend to dance,
but she politely declined

The last time you left my house I pulled you in close
And kissed you. I didn't say goodbye
because i didn't know it was the end.
A few days later...

You stopped our behind the curtain tango with a text.
The text said "i'm sorry but I love my boyfriend."
Honestly I don't think I miss you.
I just miss being happy.