Hopeless

Lying on the grass looking up at the sky
All I can think of is wanting to die...

Everyday I smile and try to fake it,
But this feeling of death I just can't shake it

No one knows I'm so sad and depressed
I guess they will realize when they lay me to rest

I used to think I'd be too scared to do it,
But lately I feel there'd be nothing to it

All it would take is the pull of a trigger
Or cut myself just a little bit bigger

All I really want is the hurt to go away
So I don't have to hurt for one more day

I'm so sorry is all I can say
But it's not like no one cares anyway