My dad died last may

My dearest love
Forgive me please as if the Future depends on it
But my Father died last may
Went in Blood deep
My heart hurt as I wanted
My Greatest wish
I do not say I am sorry Nor will I ever
Nothing can make me feel like I did last may
He hugged me tightly
kissed my Cheek
And then slept
My dad died last may
Now the world feels better my heart feels crazy
You looked at me Came to me in a Dream
Now i look to you and softly say
Daddy...... You died last may
I miss you but I do not Love you....