FEAR

Both the good and the bad in my life have come
Nice moments made me fly, worst events caused harm
Still I have been living good and calm
Still smiling, still cool breeded and warm
One thing that remains and causes an alarm
Its Fear to walk around free with my palms.

Freedom, more convincing to me than a pistol
Lack of fear that would raise me into a phenom
I’m scared of what I can do to get out of the zero
I’m scared that success may be too sweet to make me a hero
So I loose, fail perhaps that would give me freedom
Nothing moves on but mystery walks with me straight to the pillow.

Thanks to FEAR I cry tears that would fill a river
An ocean full of guilt and just like a mirror its clearer
Everything I choose to fail its all my head that triggers
What still hurts me the most is the same bloody fear.

I’m not scared again, I script my promise lyrical
Imam do what I need to do deeper and critical
Time to learn and understand words of wisdom most biblical
Its that point my body moves as both spiritual and biblical.

Feeling good is now my option
Fear I kick you out like an abortion
Being at my top most is now my motion
To do the best, my space will be large not hollow.