True Confessions-Addicted

I hear the calls
of temptation
beckoning
it's becoming
a dire situation...

deprived of sleep,
I can barely keep,
my mind alert
lord knows
I want it
I need it
so bad,it hurt...


It tempts me
in the morning
by early afternoon,
I'm in mourning

that 'focus factor'
won't fix this
feening so bad
for it's bliss
it's what I want
for christmas!

it used to
keep me
up at night
now each day
awake
is a struggle
and a fight
up at the crack of dawn
It's  not even light
this is just not right!

two hours later
I'm thinking...
seriously!??
GOODNIGHT!

but I gotta
maintain,
train the brain,
stick with the fight

excise the demons
of heated desires
calling me,
promising
to set me free

but maybe
by this time
next year,
maybe  
I'll be free
of my addiction called...


COFFEE! lol