Maybe I can do it

I think I can do this.
I finally got to see you again.
It felt like it'd been forever
but it'd only been a few weeks.
As soon as I opened up your
truck door you smiled at me
and I was pulled in..by my heart.
I melted when I saw his eyes
and grinned when he told me his
infamous jokes.
He forever has me laughing.

So, we went out and had a few drinks.
Just relaxed. We were repeatedly
asked by others if we were a couple
and after every time we looked at each
other to make sure we were on the
same path.

I guess I'm just following his.

Part of my thinks this is a good idea.
We ARE best friends. I can tell him
anything..almost.
I know this is where the best relationships
form.
I don't want to give him that ultimatum.
I don't want him to not be in my life at all
and unfortunately, I think if this is the
only way I can have him in my life...
then so be it.

I guess I've always been known to settle.

I don't want to miss my friend though.