Sad

I'm very
sad today.

Nothing is right
Everything is wrong.

Common day
lately, I suppose.

No more us...
no more friendship.

No green eyes
staring at me
smiling.

No one to play
high school
with when I
take your hat
and run away.

The one that leaves
a permanent ring
in your hair.

I miss you.
I cry.

I wish he'd want me
but I don't think
I could do it
anyways.

How stupid would
I be to dive back
in?

He's texted me
multiple times
but I don't have
the heart to look
at them.

I have to go
to work now.

Got to suck
it up.

I just can't.
I hate everything.