So much for my creativity

So much for my creativity. I am lost in my insanity. Can you save me from going crazy? I thought not, so lets have some fun with that gun.  You look at me like I gone mad truth be told I feel better than I ever had. I am lost in my insanity. It not just my creativity. I am drowning in the blood of ages. I am going crazy. So lets have some fun with that gun of your. Pull the trigger. Set me free as I smirk and go more crazy. I am drowning in this blood of ages. Can you save me? Thought not, I am going crazy. So much for my creativity. I have finally reached insanity. So I ask you this, can you save me from what I become?  I thought not, maybe it meant to be. So much for my creativity. Hold my hand as u watch me bleed. I fall further into insanity. I ask you this, can you save me and free me to the end?