Unfaithful

His chilled breath floods my air until I choke
Intoxicating me with his sweet smoke
Tempting tastes of sugars drip from my lips
Having him mesmerized, drunk on my kiss

Wrapped up in silk ribbons of my grace
Haunted nightly by my ghostly face
Dancing clumsily around my feet
I wish he wasn't so distant from my reach

Once a sapphire sky flooding the moon
The sunrise crept up so soon
Twinkling as a falling star
I'll demand his wishes from afar.

A wish blown from a dandelion
More precious and desired than a diamond
Ravens and doves fly in peace in my sky
But as I rain, he's never dry.

Lost in my kaleidoscope eyes
Our abused love suffers and cries
His cruelty is wind, crisp and sharp
Strangling my beaten heart

Like a knife plunged in my back
Our burning flame slowly faded black
Our concrete love began to crack
My soul his prey to attack

For him I am as pure as snow
By night I crawl as a black widow
Never done but often said
By nightfall he shall be dead

Entering quietly as a mouse
Demons shadows creep about the house
Paying his life for an unforgivable sin
I despise to feel his deceiving grin

As he slept I dared to be disruptive
With a nature so seductive
As my pet I'll make him purr
I'll make sure this final vision is a blur

Delicate  and fragile as a wilted rose
Secretively, I had the door closed
Disgustingly, I'll make a mess
I'll leave into the night with his blood upon my dress

Agony melts this dreadful night
No longer will his clean sheets be white
I'll twist and pluck his last rosebud
Without a cross, he sheds his blood

Shattered as a broken vase
Now a terror, before his embrace
He dies to see me rot away
He cries to the angels with no words to say

Trembling and trying to run
Eyes burning from my sight as I'm the sun
Killing him to be left alone
I am his Medusa, he'll freeze to stone

Our loving was but only a trial
Karma playfully draws me in and begs me to smile
My bitter poison he will choke and taste
Burning up in flames I bore to his place

My haunting wine I had him drink
Sensing his heart starting to weaken, to sink
Begging, asking why I wouldn't stay
One can't win if he hasn't learned to play

Eventually he may give in
The time falls down and it grows dim
She was his gluttony, his filthy vixen
She sang to him on the rocks as a siren

His last breath lingered in my web
Agonizing, he drowned and bled
At heaven's gates he shall not enter as an angel
For I may play Cain, but he was no Abel

Our morbid love was so unsuited
Cast under a spell of winged Cupid
Was I cursed by his potion?
How the ecstasy of lust could cause such commotion

Lying blankly in a pool of blood
Abandoned by the ark, drowning in the flood
As icy and frigid as the dark sea
Tempted by the serpent in the forbidden tree    

Falling aimlessly in a deep abyss
Wishing his deadly sin did not exist
Destroyed by his own selfishness
Fate taunting, cursed as Oedipus

My twisted trick, he failed my game
His misery is my eternal gain
May the seraphim's weep in his shame
May the home of Lucifer bring him pain

Before I send you off to your damnation
All I plead for is an explanation
What was it that I did not do
To make me the thorns of a blossomed rose to you?

A future awaits that is no short of  torturous
Guided to gates of Hades by the Cerberus
Unfree, gazing into the eyes of a trapped Persephone
Where no orchestra shall play a single symphony
No echoes but the screams of a banshee

A failure is what shall not be ignored
Revenge has gifted me my reward
Leaving scars deeper than a burn
Maybe this time he has learned.

I have finished him off with his murder
For I can not torture him any further
With the pleasure, I am left heartless
So I pray for the Lord to enlighten my darkness

The guilt will slowly leave with time
I will find peace within my crime
I walk this new earth with a mysterious persona
But in my broken mind, I rest in nirvana